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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 23:42:02 GMT

holy shit its been a minute since i wrote in this thing. i thought dey like shut mah spot down. yeh a lot has been goin on. so if u guyz see dis, fuck xanga and move to myspace... so0o00o much betta. dis site sux. cuz u can make ur shit look betta on myspace without paying AND u get A LOT more info on dere, and when u type ur BLOGS... u get to show ur emotion and shyt. fuck dis site, move on to better express urself, head to myspace.com.... and i mean NOW!!!!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 16:44:13 GMT

i think today iz da last day fo dis site to b all souped up as it iz... well... say bye bye to da pretty colorz....

Monday, August 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 00:55:44 GMT

omg how i miss mah babi so much rite now!!!! uuuugggghhhh i wish i cud talk to him. he fixed hiz computer today cuz it got fucked up durin da wk... no wonder y he wuznt on. its all gud tho, ill deff talk to him tomorrow... wlel hopefully cuz who knowz wut time ill get money to come back here. hmmm im hungry... i want food... nah not food... maybe a snickers. and nice strawberry popsicle. yo da popsicles ova here are fuckin 15 cents and so much betta than da onez in America.. aint dat a shame... well north america... i have to becareful sayin dat cuz i had a fight wit mah cuz bout dat. but *sigh* i love you so much corey and i hope u doin iight. muahz muahz muahz!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:15:15 GMT

yo i had dis best friend who iz now playin me out, sayin she dont need me no mo. she act like i like listenin to ppl tellin me all dis stuff bout her talkin bout me and as if i like confrontin her on our friendship like i dont wanna b friends wit her. she act like she betta than everyone. im tryin ta help dis gurl out and shyt and she just wanna b like, iight wuteva ta hell wit chew. i aint do nuttin to her. shes mad at me cuz i started hangin out wit new ppl. im havin fun wit new ppl. i hate to b like dis wit her. she acts as if we´re dating or suntin... shes mah best friend, she alwayz gunna be... well at least das wut i thought. i cant believe it... well if das wut she wants... she can have it dat way...

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 19:33:14 GMT

dis iz fo crystal

Mastermankel: yo y u lie to crystal an say that i toll u she dont like u
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: Juliana no estas aqui ahora.
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: ¿Quien habla?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: ¿Quien habla?
Mastermankel: iight w/e
Mastermankel: peace
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: yo y da fuck wud i lie about dat shyt
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: it wuz ya sn dat told me dat shyt
Mastermankel: yea ok
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: yeh ok?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: wtf kellen
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: das y no believes u cuz u alwayz lyin man
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: u told me dat
Mastermankel: no i didnt yo w/e
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: u kno wut? its iight tho how u gunna sit here and tell me u didnt say dat
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: das wuts really gud
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: ill show her dis too
Mastermankel: cuz i didnt
Mastermankel: when was this?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: wut do u mean u didnt?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: it wuz like a couple dayz ago
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: when andi wuz supposedly ova ya house dat day
Mastermankel: juss like i said i didnt
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: well den y da hell wud sum1 say dat?
Mastermankel: huh?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i kno andi wudnt say suntin like dat cuz she dont even kno me like dat
Mastermankel: who said that?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i dont kno
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: sum1 on ur sn
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i took it as u
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: cuz u write all small and do dat damn yo0o0o0 thang
Mastermankel: i aint do that in so long so dont get it twisted
Mastermankel: besides i don even got time to go on cuz i work
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: wut chew talkin bout? omg u alwayz type yo0o0o0o
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i kno u work
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: but da way da person wuz typin wuz just like u
Mastermankel: not no more i think its stupid
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: so if u sayin it wuznt u, den i aint gunna argue wit chew
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: just kno dat sum1 on ya sn came at me like dat
Mastermankel: then how can i go on an say all dat?
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: u tell me
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: u alwayz have ppl on ya sn
Mastermankel: enlighten me
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: plus u play around too much
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: dont take dat word
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: das crystals
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: so stop actin smart
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: if u didnt do it
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: den u didnt do it
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: but sum1 did
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: musta been da boogyman on ya sn homie
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: but das iight i aint sweatin it
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: just go and do u man
Mastermankel: yo w/e if u don belive me then u don juss fuck it
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i dont
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: cuz u lie too much
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: but like i sed do u
Mastermankel: yo i said w/e
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: gud bye
Mastermankel: its over
Mastermankel: done
Mastermankel: gone
Mastermankel: peace
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: gud den bye
Mastermankel: u already said that an i said peace
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: dude just leave
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: im da one who shut up but chew keep talkin man
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: i dont have time fo dese lil kid games man, u can play dem but i got mo important shyt to worry bout so 1 yaself
Mastermankel: y u still talkin to me i don wanna hear it
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: shut up kellen
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: and dis iz y we dont talk no mo
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: how bout u just leave
Mastermankel: so like i said two ather times peace
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: 1 yaself
Mastermankel: yo shut up
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: omg ur so beat, lol
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: ur a lil ass kid
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: take all dat sumwhere else
NaNNeR PaNtS 7: bye
Mastermankel is away at 15:09:06.
Mastermankel signed off at 15:12:10.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 19:20:24 GMT

well its anotha day here in Panama an di did da usual: went to da internet, ate, watched tv, listened to music, blah blah blah. man o man how much i miss it back home, derez nuttin like it. da internet wuz nice today. i didnt get to talk to corey as much as i wanted to cuz he wuz workin on hiz club. lol he gets really into dat so no one can really bother him. i also talked to crackhead from AZ. him and crystal dont seem to be on da same level. i dont think anyone is when it comes to her but ill get back to dat later. chris still seems to be da same. funny as eva and undastandin as alwayz. i also talked to mah new buddy pridigeous. hes a very creative guy wit da quickness, gotta luv him. hopefully ill get to meet up wit him b4 i go back to skool when i get in da states again. spoke to Brittany Spears today. dat gurl iz makin dat paper, but da shyt i dont undastand about her iz how come she aint got a nice guy to be dere fo her. shes such a damn sweetheart. i met dis dude named Alex. home boi iz mad chill. lol dude thought i wuz 140lbs, lol how much i wished i weighed even CLOSE to dat... even tho i wud look weird, lol. and i talked to crystal a lil bit... now crystal iz a totally different story. to tell u da truth, i dont even kno dat gurl anymo. rite now shes actin like she dont need anyone anymo. and das her problem, she need ppl at her age. i mean da gurl iz smart, but her whole spiritual thang iz just... i dunno. i mean i dont have a problem wit wut shes doin, but its changin her... as if shes kinda bein possessed. he rocks are da most important thing to her right now. ROCKS!!! big frickin whoop man. and lets not get it twisted... im not losin her, shes losin me. im alwayz tryin ta be dere to help her but she dont want it. she gunna lose me just like she lost chris and kellen aint even dere no mo. i wanna b dere fo her, but her mood swingz make dat fully impossible. da thing dat im thinkin bout rite now wuz wut corey had told me one nite when we had just broken up. he told me dat i wud stop talkin to eitha him or crystal, but he didnt want me to stop talkin to crystal cuz she wuz mah best friend. he had also told me to be careful wit her cuz she wuz phoney cuz she wuz friends with him cuz me and him wuz togetha. corey cant stand dat gurl rite now cuz he can see how shes affectin me. he sez dat when im wit crystal i seem sad and das not gud fo me. da last wk dat u spent in da US i didnt chill wit crystal... i hung out wit sum new ppl (Justice, Jermaine, Joseline, Mike, and Daekwon). i called corey afta hangin out wit dem nd he told me dat when i used to call him i didnt sound like i wanted to talk to him. but it wuz different dat nite. i alwayz love talkin to corey on da fone, but maybe it wuz cuz it had been awhile since i spoke to him since i had dropped mah fone in da toilet, lol. but i wuz just really happy and ive been like dat eva since, and i missed bein like dat, and im sure he missed me like dat too. me and corey talk as if we wuz a couple, but we not. i dunno exactly wut we wud be labeled as, but i kno dat im waitin fo him, hehe. orey has been da same wit me since day 1 we met. alwayz talked da same way to me wit hiz jokes and hiz thoughts on random subjects. when he used to play around wit me afta we broke up, i used to get angry at him and it wud go into a lil argument dat ended wit a long moment of silence on da fone, and i mean LONG as in about half hr to an hr. i used to b scared to tell him how i felt whether it wuz i love you, or can i lay next to u, stuff like dat only cuz of sum of the thingz dat ran in mah had cuz of how crystal wuz wit kellen and da thingz she told me. but now... wow it just doesnt matta anymo. i mean i kno i can talk to him about anything and i dont worry as much. plus i have just been informed dat i can act mahself wit him and das a relief cuz i cant act like mahself wit too many ppl. ive been listenin to corey a lot lately and i seem to be doin really gud doin dat. i think ima keep listenin to him too, doin thingz he tells me to do, not just cuz i love him but becuz crystal seems mo inter herself rite now than anyone else so maybe she needs a lot of alone time to herself. maybe shell realize wut shes doin and how shes affectin othaz than just makin thingz betta fo herself. i mean its gud shes focusin on herself fo once cuz she does need to do dat, but wut about those dat care about her and dat are dere fo her? dont throw dem away. and also im gunna listen to corey cuz he knos wut hes doin... hes been in a lot of situations and has seen a lot of thingz in hiz life. rite now im happy wit mah life. da Lord has blessed me wit dese 5 wks to see mah family in Panama. blessed me wit da peasce ive been brought into, and so many other thingz im greatful fo, especially dat im able to still be in coreys heart and to still have him wit me and das pretty much all i cud ask fo. and oh yeh, cant foget mah music, pen, and paper. i luv havin da ability to write. those are all da thingz i need in MAH kool-aid, lol. ciao yall!!!!

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 20:00:22 GMT

hey it wuz raining so hard ova here. well when it rains it alwayz rains hard. i went out last nite wit Javier to see the Chronicles of Riddick... i loved vin diesel´s eyez... dey wuz hot!!! the movie wuz crazy, i didnt think i wudda liked it, but it wuz off da chains. i miss home so much. i miss all my friends, i miss talking to corey on da fone... i miss being mah silly self, i have to b all different in front of my family. i dont like dat at all. i have to b so proper and blah blah blah. i have to take my hair out soon cuz im bout to dye it... yeh like beyonce´s color. i dunno, maybe itll look iight. my stomach iz hurting... i have cramps. i get really bad ones when its dat time of da month. i feel like im dying. i dunno wut i have to do to stop da pain. i wuz gunna go on birth control just to regulate my period but my mom didnt want me doing that at all. so instead she bought these i dunno... 600 or 800 dollar pillz dat didnt do shyt. i usually use advil, but the thing about dat iz dat i take about 16 of dem, and das not gud. well i dunno wut to do anymore cuz it hurts sooooooooo much and i cant do this anymore. well if anyone knows wut i can do, let me kno rite away!!!!!! time to relax...

Friday, July 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 22:32:28 GMT

hey today wuz boring. i wish i went shopping today. i didnt get to talk to Javier yet so i dunno if im goin to da beach tomorrow or wut. i didnt talk to corey eitha and i recorded suntin on da video camera fo him so he cud see me, but i dunno how to get it set up. everything sux today. uuuggghhhh i wanna go shoppin tomorrow... so i can get a skirt. i left all my skirts at home... well my dad did. he forgot to pack em.... and dats wut i bought da skirts for.... fo Panama. o wuteva. im bored bored bored. i cant use mah cell phone here in Panama. wut a crock. i dunno wut else to say. maybe thingz will be betta tomorrow. love you corey, ciao!

Thursday, July 29, 2004

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 23:44:53 GMT

hey hey hey erbody its me in Panama... really really hot. i miss all of you guyz back home, especially u corey. man how i wish i cud hear ur voice again on da fone, but its expensive to hear u... cuz ur much mo than gold!!! i love you so much and i love you mah lil crystalita, i miss u too and im sry i didnt get to spend time wit chew while i wuz in Jerzey mah last wk, but i wont forget cha black sand and otha many goodies. to the rest of yall... i just hope yall have a gud summa b4 skool comes back around. maybe mo tomorrow, ciao¡!¡! weeeeeeeeeeiiiiiirrrrrrdddd!!!!

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 23:16:35 GMT

hey wudd up yall new big news on MUAH!!!! July 28th yall gunna b wonderin y im not around and its cuz ima b in Panama to go see mi familia!!! its gunna b fun. unfortunately im gunna b dere till Sept. 2nd... i wuz hopin i cud spend sum mo time home b4 skool starts but i guess not. dont worry tho, ill stay in contact wit chall if yall gunna b online a lot cuz i kno how borin it gets in barnegat and da otha towns around, lol. but das all i cud say cuz i have no time to say a lot. maybe next time tho, ill holla, ciao and see yall in Panama!!!!!! 3 hugz, 2 kissez, 1 love!!!!!